DIFFERENT?

yes definately! we are DEFINATELY DIFFERENT!

time have passed, you know well..you think i dont
time have passed, you have changed for me, you think i have not

i secretly think i do...

can 2 different people be together for long?
will we only realize that this will not work after 10 years being together?
we are two,will we never change to be one?
sometimes i think i will cross the ocean for you, bring you the moon, i want to be your hero, your strength your everything but will our different personalities allow me?

everyone has a different perception of love
MINE: i think it's the feeling, the feeling that tells you this man is who you need. you cant on without him, you need him to talk to, you need him to share you happiness, your sadness, the person you call YOUR PERSON.

of course love comes with sacrifice, if he doesn't not like, does that mean you have to hate it too?
if he wants you to do that something, does that mean you have to do it?

i have to say, sometimes it's a no.. im sorry but this doesn't mean i dont love you

failure.......... T_T

I have applied a few scholarship, those really keng one that can really help support my education. I just dont want to burden my dad and I dont really think he can pay for all the tuition fees and the hostel fees and everything

Yayasan TAR, after the 1st interview I have failed..

Saudara/saudari,

Dengan hormatnya saya merujuk perkara di atas dan temuduga awal yang telah diadakan.

Dukacita dimaklumkan permohonan anda tidak berjaya. Saya ucapkan selamat maju jaya dalam bidang pengajian anda seterusnya.

Sekian, terima kasih.

YAYASAN TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN

Honda, it's been so long and still no news so i guess it's a failure too


Maxis, no news too.. haiz

i know it's wrong to have hope and all, but who dont? when my friend asked me, did you get the call? i was no.. another friend ask "did you get the mail?" ooopsss.. NO again.. my heart really aches.. it's feeling you get that when you really need help.. nothing can help you! NOBODY! nobody to lean on...

I know it's going to sound all stupid and all because I seem to live a good life.. nice clothes, a room to myself, a house and alot more. Like I've said, I rather use my own money or the money I earn from scholarship to pay my own education. I rather have the money prepared and not worry everytime time a new term starts... to ask my dad for the large sum of money again. It still money anyways.

I guess all I can do now is to study harder and pray harder! How I wish I could be those people that never need to worry about money! Money IS everything after all..

my really young dad

guess how old he is when he took this photo?

haha, he's not that young after all.. just the editing made him look so young.. me and sis and bro really had a great laugh
he's so gonna kill me if he sees this

me being stupid

i guess this is really stupid.. to update your blog after sooooooooooooo long... hahahahhaha
but it's ok la dont care..

movies movies weekend!~!~

watch 2 movies the may 1st weekend.. on fri may 1st it was


thought it didn't have enough action, still preferred the previous 3.. why i remembered, cause the week after that.. me and coleen catch up with the X-men trilogy.. IT was AWESOME! much better than the current one.. i really love X-men esp. wolverine.. oh hotness

then on Sunday, it was

haha, bi la.. wanted to watch this apparently REALLY COOL movie.. ahahahahaha it was "awesome" too.. haha it is about this girl who is actually a serpent that fell in love with a normal human. Alot of people are actually hunting the girl down.. so alot of conflict then in the end the girl became a BIG BIG serpent.. hahahaahha

Picnic..

this has been so long, i could not blog about it because i dont have the pictures

but over all, it was great.. it was a rush decision, i have planned it.. but he didn't want to go at 1st because he don't know what I had in mind.. i wanted it to be a surprise but he insisted to know.. so I have got no reason to say no

I told him.. then in the morning we went to shop for shop hams and bread to make sandwiches, some drinks and chips and off we go!

Botanical garden was a great place.. we went there around 4.. it wasn't really hot and we brought some old newspaper, lie it down and set up the snacks we brought, and enjoyed!~!~ the place was really nice, i discovered this place during our form5 cross country, when me and friends we skipped the whole closing ceremony and went for a walk.. the place was cooling and just great to sit and talk and enjoy each others company..
the only picture i have for the day.. XD

then later at night we went for movie.. *view next post*

spot the ghost

hahahahahhahahha, i cant stop laughing at this one girl...
ok i know im mean, looking at other ppl's blog and talking bout them
but sometimes you just cant help it

U SERIOUSLY CANT

ooopssss.... im a meanie..

anyways to continue, it just crossed my mine, why do kids wanna look like adults and adults wanting to look like kids? i mean, dress your age. i see form 4 students dressing like 20's and all..

but maybe im jealour cause i didnt look that pretty back then...

try looking into any high schooler blog and they can really dress.. like rajesh (my lecturer) said D2K.. dress to kill aiks~!~!