DIFFERENT?

yes definately! we are DEFINATELY DIFFERENT!

time have passed, you know well..you think i dont
time have passed, you have changed for me, you think i have not

i secretly think i do...

can 2 different people be together for long?
will we only realize that this will not work after 10 years being together?
we are two,will we never change to be one?
sometimes i think i will cross the ocean for you, bring you the moon, i want to be your hero, your strength your everything but will our different personalities allow me?

everyone has a different perception of love
MINE: i think it's the feeling, the feeling that tells you this man is who you need. you cant on without him, you need him to talk to, you need him to share you happiness, your sadness, the person you call YOUR PERSON.

of course love comes with sacrifice, if he doesn't not like, does that mean you have to hate it too?
if he wants you to do that something, does that mean you have to do it?

i have to say, sometimes it's a no.. im sorry but this doesn't mean i dont love you

failure.......... T_T

I have applied a few scholarship, those really keng one that can really help support my education. I just dont want to burden my dad and I dont really think he can pay for all the tuition fees and the hostel fees and everything

Yayasan TAR, after the 1st interview I have failed..

Saudara/saudari,

Dengan hormatnya saya merujuk perkara di atas dan temuduga awal yang telah diadakan.

Dukacita dimaklumkan permohonan anda tidak berjaya. Saya ucapkan selamat maju jaya dalam bidang pengajian anda seterusnya.

Sekian, terima kasih.

YAYASAN TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN

Honda, it's been so long and still no news so i guess it's a failure too


Maxis, no news too.. haiz

i know it's wrong to have hope and all, but who dont? when my friend asked me, did you get the call? i was no.. another friend ask "did you get the mail?" ooopsss.. NO again.. my heart really aches.. it's feeling you get that when you really need help.. nothing can help you! NOBODY! nobody to lean on...

I know it's going to sound all stupid and all because I seem to live a good life.. nice clothes, a room to myself, a house and alot more. Like I've said, I rather use my own money or the money I earn from scholarship to pay my own education. I rather have the money prepared and not worry everytime time a new term starts... to ask my dad for the large sum of money again. It still money anyways.

I guess all I can do now is to study harder and pray harder! How I wish I could be those people that never need to worry about money! Money IS everything after all..